off the dole

dole tropical fruit has been sucking for that last few months... used to be actual tropical fruit, but lately a lot of peaches have been slipping in and the passion fruit juice tastes like peach juice... i was never a fan of canned peopches, which is why i buy canned tropical fruit...

just not buying dole anymore...

i miss libby's papaya...

what is it?

no time?... of course there is no time, at least not enough time, especially when you choose to fill your life with stuff that leaves no time for the other stuff...

no one in the real daily life who really cares?... of course, that is what happens when you choose the suprficial and/or you choose to build walls, traps, mirrors, and every or any other diversions to avoid real intimacy, true trusting sharing, and honest love...

did i do that?... of course, and excused because you've been burned enough to justify doing it doesn't change the fact that it's done...

trapped?... of course, so not that you know...

what are you gonna do about it?...

another meaningless complaint?

not so bright house

to be continued when i have more time cuz i need sleep now, but bright house internet went dark on me tonight and the tech on the phone could not fix it so their answer is make an appointment for a cable guy to come out which is definitely not going to be routine as i am not going to give up my saturday for this... a year and a half with att aircard and while there were issues, the issues were resolved without my having to take time off work or stay home on weekends to wait for service techs...

i've heard about problems with bright house internet, but i figured i'd give them a chance... the only reason i didn't disconnect tonight is they gave me this month free...

tbc...